I sat a while thinking of my brother and sister,
how far away he is, and how close
my sister and I have become, though five years
apart, before I remembered biology,
and that we are half-siblings, news to us
in our adult lives. Strangely, that brought us
closer than geography or time.
To understand something about our parents
or, for me, why I was a little different.
I was the oldest, so I thought responsibility,
thrust upon me a little soon,
had separated me. Diligent and good,
nicknamed Cinderella.
Then there was the riddle of Oedipus,
given to us to solve to end a dispute.
I won, also winning the marble rock
my brother had left somewhere outside
but I had found and claimed as mine.
I tucked it away for safekeeping.
Years later, I found it and returned it
to him, or meant to. It may be here still,
tucked away in shame and love, ready
for the giving. It is one of the forgotten
things, treasured and mislaid, that life
buries for us in dust, or hides like bright eggs
on the church lawn at Eastertime for us
to find in innocent delight, if we were ever
innocent, and, yes, we were, we didn’t know
anything yet.
— Babs
how far away he is, and how close
my sister and I have become, though five years
apart, before I remembered biology,
and that we are half-siblings, news to us
in our adult lives. Strangely, that brought us
closer than geography or time.
To understand something about our parents
or, for me, why I was a little different.
I was the oldest, so I thought responsibility,
thrust upon me a little soon,
had separated me. Diligent and good,
nicknamed Cinderella.
Then there was the riddle of Oedipus,
given to us to solve to end a dispute.
I won, also winning the marble rock
my brother had left somewhere outside
but I had found and claimed as mine.
I tucked it away for safekeeping.
Years later, I found it and returned it
to him, or meant to. It may be here still,
tucked away in shame and love, ready
for the giving. It is one of the forgotten
things, treasured and mislaid, that life
buries for us in dust, or hides like bright eggs
on the church lawn at Eastertime for us
to find in innocent delight, if we were ever
innocent, and, yes, we were, we didn’t know
anything yet.
— Babs
This is so evocative, so insightful. Beautiful framed reflection on your family. Thank you!
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