When we came home from England,
the streets were too big, the cars,
the grocery aisles too wide, the plenty
exhausting, almost frightening.
We were giddy with it, this abundance,
and, yes, I do admit it, I was afraid.
I was like Jack after the beanstalk,
and this was the Giant’s world,
not mine. Soon I would take of it,
as easily as before, forgetting the feel
of smaller aisles, smaller roads,
shops just for bread, just for sweets.
I’d live at home in the Golden Goose
world for many years before guilt
returned, the obligation to share,
and, by then, I’d have to do it
in grown-up ways and with despair.
The poor Giant will still fall down,
doing damage when he lands,
sprawled across the rubble, broken
trees, his body rotting before help
can cart him away. It’s terrible
to imagine. I’d rather turn him
into a grandfather. We’ll all climb
up and sit on his knee, bring him
our melons he’ll eat like jelly beans,
and tell him how we’ll praise him,
hand out his abundance to the poor
and starving, and remake his world
into a truly golden one, with a rainbow
of descendants, accompanied by harp.
— Babs
the streets were too big, the cars,
the grocery aisles too wide, the plenty
exhausting, almost frightening.
We were giddy with it, this abundance,
and, yes, I do admit it, I was afraid.
I was like Jack after the beanstalk,
and this was the Giant’s world,
not mine. Soon I would take of it,
as easily as before, forgetting the feel
of smaller aisles, smaller roads,
shops just for bread, just for sweets.
I’d live at home in the Golden Goose
world for many years before guilt
returned, the obligation to share,
and, by then, I’d have to do it
in grown-up ways and with despair.
The poor Giant will still fall down,
doing damage when he lands,
sprawled across the rubble, broken
trees, his body rotting before help
can cart him away. It’s terrible
to imagine. I’d rather turn him
into a grandfather. We’ll all climb
up and sit on his knee, bring him
our melons he’ll eat like jelly beans,
and tell him how we’ll praise him,
hand out his abundance to the poor
and starving, and remake his world
into a truly golden one, with a rainbow
of descendants, accompanied by harp.
— Babs
I can so identify with your move back to the US. When we returned from Kenya one year, I sent my husband to the toilet paper aisle. When I finally went searching for him, much later, I found him overwhelmed by the choices. We currently complain about some grocery shelves in the US being empty or "thin"...people have no clue about the conditions in the rest of the world!
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